I'm going through a lot right now; and no matter what I try and do and can't stand myself or my life; There are many times I wanted to end it all and there is only one thing keeping me from doing it.....My friends and family. It's not that they can make my life worth living for me(I'm not sure anything can) though they are the closest things I have to a reason. The reason is that I don't want them to have to go through the pain of me committing suicide and ever thinking it was their fault! I can't put them through that! So this poem is exactly that, the thoughts I have for living for someone Else's benefit and the reason I'm still alive today.